Being sick sucks
Jan 7th, 2007 by Michelle
I am still sick. This sucks more than you know. I had an ice cream bar just now and had a panic attack. Most women would be having great joy by having a chocolate ice cream bar. What do I have? A panic attack! I got a very small part of a peanut in my throat and I freaked. I am usually more sensitive to things when I am not feeling well so it’s easy to have a panic attack and over react. My chest is hurting a little so of course I think I must have pneumonia. I hate that every little feeling I get I have to take it to the extreme. It is so exhausting! My sinus area feels like it is going to explode and all I want is a gel mask for my face and my dog chewed the last one I had up. I am too tired to go and get one at cvs. The last time I checked they didn’t have it anyway.
Sometimes I wish I would just wake up one morning and be “normal”. No money worries, no problems, no panic attacks. Just normal.
