When it rains it pours
Feb 15th, 2007 by Michelle
I don’t even know where to begin so well here it goes. My son has been sick for the last 4 days with a fever of about 103, today he seems worst like a flu or cold, before he just had a fever. So he has been home sick everyday and will be tomorrow also.
My landlord said she wants me to move in March because I am behind in rent. Before I was told she was going to help me out and now she has had a change of heart. She even fired the property manager here. If I had income like before I lost my other job I would see this as a great opportunity to move and find an even better place to live but money is very tight now. The last thing I want to do is move in with my parents, I am 37 years old, you would think I would have my shit together by now. I refuse to find a man and get married just to get some help and Kenny’s dad hasn’t seen him since he was a year old and I have no idea where he is anyways.
I refuse to go on welfare plus I make too much money. I need to go forward not backwards.
Yesterday all I did was cry. I know when I go back to the docs next month that they will increase my dose of lexapro and I am fine with that because its only $4 more than the 10 mg plus he was saying he could get some samples. I hope thats true. Believe it or not things are better than when I was on Paxil. Sometimes at night I have anxiety attacks and zaps and it pisses me off.
Anyway I am off I got to get ready for work. I go in an hour early today.
