I wish I was home..Where is home?
Mar 4th, 2007 by Michelle
Well I am almost moved..or actually I am moved out. I am staying at my parents for now. Today I just have to go and clean up and figure out what I am gonna do with the stuff that wouldn’t fit on the storage pod.
Last night my Dad said that there was another lady here that was going through the same thing that I was. She lost her job and has to stay with her parents for a little bit. Maybe I will get a chance to meet her while I am here. Anyways…Dorothy in The Wizard of Oz pegged it right when she said “there’s no place like home.”
I miss home. I miss being able to walk around half naked if I wanted to, playing music at any hour I want to, going out at midnight for soda or snack if I am working overnight. I miss cuddling with my animals on my crappy sofa. It breaks my heart to see them outside crying.
Yesterday I had a TMJ attack. Was not fun at all and it has been a while since I had one. I learned through the years to take Advil and coffee and have a small snack or toast if I can open my mouth to get the toast in my mouth. TMJ affects my speech too so I can’t let it flare up or I am up a creek without a paddle at work since I am on the phone all day. SO I have to nip it in the bud when I can and find a new comfort zone or everything is going to go crazy, my depression, anxiety, panic attacks. I woke up this AM with a swollen face and eyes from my TMJ I look like someone socked me in my face. My jaw is sore so I know I will be eating soup for a while again. I promised Kenny spaghetti I guess I can chop it up fine if its vermicelli or angel hair.
Last night I could not sleep. Not my bed, my sheets or pillow I did bring my water filled pillow with me, but like everything else, I have no idea where it is. I can’t even find my comfortable clothes.
*sigh* Makes me wanna start my phone sex business again at least its good money so I can get out of here asap.
