Update to Morning Panic interuption
May 11th, 2007 by Michelle
*Sigh* well I overslept and was not able to wake Kenny up for School on time, so I planned on walking the dog, drink a quick cup of coffee, wake him up and bring him to school. While I was walking the dog I smelled a horrid smell outside and noticed ash flying in the wind. I turn on the news and they said because of the forest fires (over 200 burning now in Florida) there will be smoke in the air and advised people with asthma to stay inside with the air conditioner. My son has been coughing on and off last night, when I felt how thick the air is and the fact that he cant carry his inhaler with him I figured it would be best to keep him home since he is not insured now either (He will be in a few weeks though).
So I was thinking…Is it possible that things really do happen for a reason? Maybe our bodies are trying to tell us something, maybe my panic attack woke me up to tell me about the message about the air quality and fires??? I don’t know but it makes you wonder.
I also called the doc to see if he would let me have some samples until I can get the money to buy a Rx so I was told to call around lunch today and see if they could get me some. So lets hope for the best or I will just wean myself off from Lexapro and hope for the best until I can get some insurance.
I will keep you posted..My jaw does feel better so I am going to go and take a shower and get ready for work. I just cant eat solid food. 
