Enough is Enough!
Sep 9th, 2007 by Michelle
Well the past week has been hell. Let me try and explain. In the past week I had 2 ambulance rides and 2 trips to Emergency room. I had a pretty large abscess on my upper left palate. I wasn’t feeling well at all and I figured the safest way was to go by Ambulance. Well, the first trip they did nothing for my abscess they said I had high blood pressure and gave me some medicine to drop my blood pressure. I told them that I was anxious, nervous, cold and in pain. They said I had a problem and thus the meds started coming. Sent me home with Amoxicillan, ibuprofin 800, vicodin, and norvasc. $75 or so later I go home. Take all the pills except the Norvasc because after laying down and relaxing my blood pressure was 138/75 I was not about to take a pill to make it lower. BTW the Vicodin did NOTHING to help even a twinge of pain. The next day the swelling in mouth was 100% worst, I freaked! Since it was so close to the back of my throat I was afraid it would grow bigger and block my airway so call to 911 to transport me to hospital. This time (after being told my tooth was NOT abscessed) I am told that it was abscessed. So they drained what they could which was nasty as all hell but did not hurt as bad as I thought it would in all honesty. My son who was with me since I have no one to watch him was watching the whole thing freaking out. So after they drained it they gave me more High blood pressure meds because my blood pressure was high. What?! You just stuck a needle in my mouth 10 times, I was throwing up because it started draining on its own before they drained it. I am scared, anxious, cold (it was like 60 degrees in the whole hospital!) They gave me NO blanket, pillow nothing both times I was there. Plus I have a HUGE fear of dentist and doctors. They sent me home with a new antibiotic Clindamycin which cost me over $100. I think it is causing my tongue to turn white which is freaking me out.
Anyways, Enough is Enough! I have had it! I am tired of being sick. Personally in the last several months I have been feeling disconnected from God and that is when all my problems began. I started listening to Dr Wayne Dyer who I admire highly! I downloaded a few audio books and meditations. The first one was “The Secrets of Your Own Healing Power” I downloaded that on iTunes. The second audio book I downloaded was Change Your Thoughts - Change Your Life Living the Wisdom of the Tao. He also has a lot of podcasts that you can download for free from Hay House.
One thing that Dr Dyer mentions is that If you KNEW who walked next to you, you would never experience fear. Wow. Then he talks about how anxiety and fear means that you are disconnected from your “source” (God). It is an amazing audio book and even though I don’t totally understand the Tao yet from what I listened to today it really kind of goes along with a lot of my beliefs as a Christian.
I could go on and on about Dr Wayne Dyer but go ahead and try a audio book or book and see for yourself. It has really helped me. Anyone that suffers from anxiety, panic attacks, depression, hypochondria can really REALLY benefit from these teachings. I make absolutely no profit from any of his products I am just putting this information out here to help others as it has helped me!
