Anxiety Sucks! - Learn how I control my anxiety and stress in life!

Well today I started a second job. It’s official, I will have no life outside work lol. Basically it is 2 full time jobs I have now, but the good thing (I think) is the second job I can do 11-7 sleep for a bit and still do something during the day. But some days I will be working 16 hours a day.

I decided I am going to take the 1^st day of school off. I already put in for the day off. I want a day just for ME! No work, maybe go shopping, chill at Starbucks, who knows, just a day for me. That gives me motivation, that and more income. J

I guess I been a lil overwhelmed today and all day I have been hyperventilating to the point that I had stitches in my side. Sitting at my desk was horrible. I am better now but still a little “off” I also been drinking cheap tea and that always increases my anxiety, but if I drink Starbucks brands I have no problems. I wonder how many times I need to kick myself before I do what I know works. The problem is lack of funds made me buy the cheap tea. I bought some Seattle’s Best Coffee because it was on sale and it’s OK but nothing compared to Starbucks coffee.

I figured that this should be my last month struggling if all goes right. Even my son has been helping out with the housework and he even made a pizza for me one night for dinner.

I do need to revamp my daily to-do list and now I need to place my to-do list on Google calendar and somehow set up alerts to my cell phone so I stay on track. I will have to let you all know how that goes because as you all know; my daily planning was a HUGE success in my recovery of agoraphobia.

Until next time………