Posted in Agoraphobia, Blowing off steam, My Panic Attacks, Random Ramblings, Stress, Work at home, work on Aug 11th, 2008 No Comments »
Well, today while at work, relaxing at my desk when everything was fine and smooth going, all of the sudden and out of the blue I had a panic attack. This was a pretty bad panic attack! Now I can honestly say I’ve never had dizziness with a panic attack this bad before and honestly […]
Posted in Blowing off steam, Random Ramblings, Stress on Jul 27th, 2008 1 Comment »
Sorry guys that I have not posted as much in the last week. I have been trying to find a new place to live that is cheaper. I did find one place that my son loves and that I am on the fence about liking. I do like that its about $500 a month cheaper […]
Posted in Blowing off steam, Depression, Random Ramblings, Stress, Work at home, single mom, work on Jun 28th, 2008 1 Comment »
I am having a really stressful day. I am now working 3 jobs just to make ends meet and what do I get? Nothing but criticism and knock downs. Not one person has said anything positive to me about it. I am not working 3 jobs just so I can have a big screen TV […]
Posted in Blowing off steam, Daily Planning, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, My Panic Attacks, Productivity, Random Ramblings, Recovery, Work at home, health, work on Jun 18th, 2008 1 Comment »
Well today I started a second job. It’s official, I will have no life outside work lol. Basically it is 2 full time jobs I have now, but the good thing (I think) is the second job I can do 11-7 sleep for a bit and still do something during the day. But some days […]
Posted in Blowing off steam, Business, Depression, Goals, Productivity, Random Ramblings, Work at home, work on Jun 16th, 2008 No Comments »
Today I have been a little depressed. I honestly think it has a lot to do with my diet. Money has been very tight and I haven’t been able to buy the groceries that I need to make me feel my best. So to get out of my funk I start to make a list […]
Posted in Blowing off steam, Pampering, Random Ramblings, Relaxation, single mom on Jun 13th, 2008 1 Comment »
I was thinking about Fathers Day this week and realized there is no Father in the house to celebrate Fathers Day. Of course I will send my Dad a card but as far as for my son, his Dad hasn’t been in his life since he was 1 year old and he is almost 12 now.
I […]
Posted in Blowing off steam, Daily Planning, Depression, Law of Attraction, Productivity, Random Ramblings, Stress, work on Apr 18th, 2008 No Comments »
What a crappy day. Everything that could go wrong did go wrong! Today I sadly had to file bankruptcy and went to court. Last night I could not sleep at all. I kept thinking about court, moving, my job, Kenny, my business, I finally fell asleep at 4am only to have to get up at […]
Posted in Goals, Random Ramblings on Apr 16th, 2008 No Comments »
I really miss living on the water. I have a dream for my future home office and what it looks like. I can see every floor of the house in my mind and even the outside also. Every now and then I will google some waterfront homes to see what is outside of Florida. I […]
Posted in Random Ramblings, Relaxation, Shopping on Mar 31st, 2008 No Comments »
I remember a time when Kenny was just born at night I would sit in the living room either in pure silence or with some soft relaxing music on and turn on the lights on my Grandfather clock and watch the pendulum swing back and forth. It was a Grandfather clock that my son’s father […]
Posted in Random Ramblings on Mar 11th, 2008 3 Comments »
I was watching the news this morning and found a report on drugs being passed into the water we drink. Basically here is a clip of what CNN is saying:
In a broad study still under way, fish collected in waterways near or in Chicago, Illinois; West Chester, Pennsylvania; Orlando, Florida; Dallas, Texas; and Phoenix, Arizona, […]
